New and Improved.

I want to dedicate my blog to art and graphic design.
I love art my self so much.
And i admire all those graphic designers and Illustrator's.
So from now on, this blog is and will be all about art and design.
Will host a new blog soon, i am trying out Wordpress.com soon.
Thx to a friend of mind which explain out in detail about
blogger and wordpress (.com).
Well then, hope you people like my blogtitle wallpaper.
Space Doggy by David Lanham. Click here to view his awesome website.

Motivation.

Had a long chat with my cousin just now and i see him going trough college life
and i am scared of mine too, i am not the type of person that will really be serious
about studies, looking even at a text book will make me sick, I always push my self
to studying but eventually i push the books away and go out and have fun.
People always saying something like "you must work hard and you will get the
reward later on".Well,it's something like that and i am really enjoying life while
Spm is so close. Now,i am really getting scared and afraid to face my future.
I am stressing about so many things lately,love,live,studies,friends and to please
my parents and family. Being the eldest in the family, i need to set good examples
for my little bro, but seeing me now. Well, it wont take neither me or him anywhere.
I already had planned. After the holidays.
-No entertaiment
( and that means no comp,no internet,no cc,no hanging out,etc. )
-Be serious and commit to my commitment's.
-Start to hit the books.
-Get good results for spm.
-Stay Focus and really be studying.
-Follow all the above.
Well, I think it's already too late to be studying.
But i am really throwing everything aside and try my best to focus for this last 2
month's. Get a KICK ASS results.

Like that bear up there.
Well, i need to start being serious and put everything aside before it's really too late.
Kelvin is just going to be a geek turning nerd for just this coming 2months and then
Byebye high school and KL.
I need the full support form all my friends and family.
thank's,kelvin is off.
Mahalo peeps.
Bye.

Realised.

There is no point being so pissed off.
I admit, i never hated some one so badly before.
And there is a reason too, i wont say it out loud here.
but people know the reason who and why.
Well, i realised that 1st, there is no point in being so pissed off.
2ndly, i am sick and tired of it. It's like a routine.
and i am really really really fed-up and tired of my daily routine's.
3rdly, it's not going to bring her back is it?
So yeahh. I think i just going to get over being so pissed off.
I know my limit and i wont cross it.
Enough is enough.
Life is already as fucked up as possible. i dont want anymore trouble.
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Malaysian public transport price went up. up↑ up↑ up↑
and now the starting amount for cabbies is Rm3 and 10c for every 19sec.
It's a hell ride and it now cost a ton just to get from bangsar station to my place.
It cost me 12rm just there to here. bloody hell.
i need my car! can't JPJ be any faster with these things?
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Life will bring you down somehow and in alot of ways.
Yes, it is and it will be the suckiest moment of life.
But the clock is still ticking and time is still moving.
Nothing and no one will stop and really gives a shit.
Get back on both feet, get back in line and bare the pain.
Time will heal all wound, but it cant cure scars.
Forgive and forget.
No matter what. Life still goes on.

Awkwardness.

Things are just not the same lately.
since what happen to us, we are not like who we use to be.
Close friends and more. We use to do everything together.
Almost every min we are together. Well, look like that's the past now.
Well, i got no regrets being with you. It was the awesomest 2months of my life.
seriously. It was just plain awesome and nothing can describe it.
Since now we cant even see each other eye to eye and say hi.
there is nothing i can do. nothing or nobody can help.
Well then, let me say this one last time here. I miss you dear.
even if i cant say it to you infront of you, i really do miss being around you.
Guess i will stop here hm.
I think it's enough.
Good night world.
Mahalo and enjoy every single moment of life.
The bad, the good or the plain awesome one's.
Just bare in mind that life is unfair,
and it will hit you when you least expected.
stripping anything that mean's everything.
no matter how pain it will hurt, bare the pain.
life is still a long journey, live every moment
in happyness.
one last time. 我爱你，我很想念你。
take care of your self.
Bye.

Lewis you idiot.

Today, again..i skipped school and picked up Estee and Eugene for breakfast in damansara.
I love that place i go for breakfast, it's called "The Bread Shop" and the pastry is awesome.
Had half boil eggs and some bun, help eugene on his laptop and had a little Plants vs Zombies.
Btw,that game is just simply addictive and so cute.
It's like a Tower-Defence base game but instead of dumb old looking towers,
You get to plant Zombies-Pawning plant's. from Potato mines to Winter Mellon catapult,
you name the plant and they have it there. Check it out! it's just awesome and addictive.
Click Here for more info on that game.
After breakfast, we all head back to out place and i drove home.
Teman my mum for lunch and got to study for abit here and there.
After awhile Logan,Bird and lewis came by and we went to the cc for some male-bonding sessions.
Got our asses kicked in Dota by bots. how fucked up is that?
After that, got home for dinner. Went to sam's place for some skating lessons.
We all decided to swim and then Sam and Lewis decided to get some snacks down the hill.
After awhile me and logan was talking beside the pool, we got a call from Sam saying Lewis
fell. *skipping some parts here* My cousin fetched lewis to pantai hospital.
Me and logan hitched a ride from sam's mum and headed there too.
Lewis broke his collar bone and dislocated his arm. Haih, that's what you get from skating down the hill standing up going 110km/h and decided to jump off the board. you idiot.
He is lying on the hospital bed now. having full care from the hospital.
hope you get well soon.
I dont want to brag anymore here.
so,good night people.
Mahalo world.


I miss you.

11th Aug.It's Brian birthday today.Well, Happy sweet sixteen Brian.Hope you and Estee will be happy togetherr:DGood luck you guys, im really happy for you two.i dont really know what much i can say here.
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Hmmm, there s actually a whole bunch i want to say.But due to assholes and some jackasses reading my blog.I rather not write anything personal here anymore.Mahalo people.Again,Brian happy birthday!good bye peeps.

Get Well Soon.

The weather is getting a little fucked up lately here in K.L.
Everyone is slowly getting sick and there is a few people has already died.
This is how bad it is, 7 out of 10 people i know is sick.
And she is sick as a prawn. XD
Nahh, just kidding.
She has been feeling sick lately.
Was in the hospital for a day i think.
There is nothing i can do but tell her to get well soon.
She is feeling better today but need a lot more rest.

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Well,i miss my friends i use to hang out with.
Every single one of them.
The fact that everyone is gone their own way already.
Apart from each other.
It's hard to get everyone to get back together like last time.
I really miss them, and there is not a single person
that can replace you guys.
You guys had been the best,the greatest friends i ever had.
Always being there, always caring for me, always making me laugh.
I miss each and every of you and no matter how far apart we all go.
You guys will always be in my heart, labled as the Best of the best.
thank's guys.
and there is one person i want to dedicate something to.
but not here.
i miss her so badly. :(
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Well, Mahalo peeps.
Kelvin is being.. not kelvin-ish lately.
Take care people.